Having a crush on someone is like being starved of cake. You think about how you want to lick the icing off the cake. You dream of the day when you can put a slice of chocolate gateau into your mouth and feel no guilt. But the cake is not yours for the taking.
You know when you fancy someone, you have that feeling in your tummy. You can’t stop thinking about them. I didn’t think I would ever fancying him. We were/are friends. All of a sudden, I cannot stop thinking about him but I don’t know if I want to be with him. My feelings are confused and mixed up.
But…should I tell him?
In reality, I am too terrified of being rejected by him or our friendship changing. I really have a massive crush on him. I want to think of excuses to see him, but I took my sister and sister-in-law’s advice and I have stopped contacting him for a while. I don’t want to look like an eager beaver of a friend.
This would give any outsider a crooked smile. This is because I was told a while back that he may have liked me like that. That was a long time ago.
Is it worth me opening Pandora’s box based on a burgeoning crush I have on him?
Like a slice of cake, having a crush can be sweet and fun. It’s nourishing and healthy to have fancy someone. It only gets sickly and saccharine when you don’t know what to do.
I better stop eating then.