When I looked at some of my summer vision board aims this autumn, I realised that I had achieved two of them.
1. Finishing my MA project before or on the 25 September
2. Writing a freelance article for a magazine (haven’t sent it in yet but I did finish it)
One of my core aims for my future that I cannot seem to attain is trying to a thick skin. I have been betrayed and hurt by people who I thought cared and loved me. I think betrayal is one of the most painful things to del with. But we must all deal with it. One thing in particular that someone did betrayed me and for the life of me, I can’t understand why this person betrayed me like this.
One thing I am trying to do to get a thicker skin to deal with people who may betray me is:
- Write about my feelings more in my diary that I carry around with me
I am way too sensitive as well so I am trying really hard to overcome my over-sensitivity so I can get a thick skin.
Unlike finishing a writing project, gaining a tough skin will be something I have to spend years perfecting but I am confident I can do it. Has anyone every done something to you to make you want to have a tough skin?
Sorry to bring Beyonce in it but sometimes I don’t know how she survived people saying horrid things about the La-Toya & LaTavia scandal. She must be a strong girl because that must have been incredibly hard for her.
–Aulelia going to Bristol in a few hours. Back on Wednesday night but please comment!